Nightmare in a dream

Nightmare in a dream


Midnight reckons as I doze away into slumber
My eyelids shut, unconsciousness takes me over
Cool air in the room, filled with a scent of agony
As I descend into a state of insanity

This woman I see in my dreams night after night
Her grip draws blood from a stab in the heart
I scream in fear, trying to run away in vain
But I still see her when my eyes shut again

In old times she was there by my side
Blanketing my pain and sorrow aside
In the dark of the night she’d be there seated
On a stone ledge with but a solitary lamp lighted

One day she disappeared, like the mist of the morning
Without a trace, without warning
She left me in a state of anxiety and confusion
Which turned into a blade of pain and delusion

Words I heard, still ring in my head
Refusing to part, killing me slowly instead
Her voice still fills the room
Then turns to a scream in the midnight moon

I’m gripped with fear, shattering and slicing me
Never before have I felt this empty
Have I known you well enough my dear
In old times till the second I dropped my last tear

Midnight reckons as I doze away into slumber
My eyelids shut, unconsciousness takes me over
Cool air in the room, filled with a scent of agony
As I descend into a state of insanity

Still I see her in my dreams night after night
Her grip draws blood from a stab in the heart
I scream in fear, trying to run away in vain
Would you please just help me end this pain

It's Final!

Decision has been made... I am going to add my guitar collection with another V shaped guitar. This time it's a jackson rhoads RR-1. I seriously need a whammy bar with the kinda playing i'm messing around with now. Hmmm maybe it is gonna be bought on impulse but who the hell cares. It's a wicked guitar! Hopefully i can get endorsement by Jackson guitars... Hmmmm... Argh dreaming again. Anyway here's a pic of the guitar and i'll leave ya'll with a vid.

Woohoo!

Well here's another entry from the exhausted guitarist kid who just returned from jurong island. Anyway attachment's been really fun... NOT! Ugh...

Anyway the gigs went really great. I'll let the pics do the talking.


The Band (Vintage w/o Emmanuel)



Solo away kid!

Woah...

Man... Band life is extremely exhausting. Practice after practice after practice... There's just bout enough time to relax if there isn't school to worry bout. Sheesh... Anyway... Got a couple of gigs coming up. April 21st in TP (Vintage), April 28th at Zombie(Slingshot). Hope all you fellas can drop by for them. Just finished practice with Vintage. Going out to meet ben now... Ciao fellas!

Fun at poison ground (Kranji Pond)

Today, Jeremy and i decided to go to the poison ground for treatment. Checked in at 4.30 and immediately dr eduard was there to receive us...

From the straight out jetty we started... about 10 mins later a tarpon was hooked... but it was released prematurely while it was being landed.


We moved over to the opposite side and action started immediately with a double hook up. Jeremy lost his fish while i landed mine. Small GT of about 4lbs.


Action was non stop and the GTs were right in front of us. Quite a number of GTs were hit and landed by me but unfortunately for jeremy he lost most of his hook ups.
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My catches.



5lb GT


6.5lb GT

Only these photos were shot. The rest were released without photos as doctor eduard said "aiyah, small!"

Total catches: Nick - 10 hooked / 8 landed (GT)
1 tarpon lost

Jeremy - 7 hooked / 1 landed (GT)

ROAR.... Muahaha!

ROAR! I'm back bitches! And oh have i never felt oh so good. Life's been pretty easy on me during this long absence. And it looks pretty good ahead. Couple more gigs for Vintage and we're planning to do a demo tape of some of our covers. Currently i'm working on a couple originals for the band so i hope they'll turn out fine. Let me introduce our new maestro to the Vintage rockers. His name's James and he will be our new drummer/keyboardist. He's gonna do a Yoshiki on some of our songs. By the way, he's an awesome keyboardist and to have him in our band exceeds our wildest, WILDEST expectations. As for me, i'm still on guitars, keys and backing vocals. However, i gotta do backing vocals and drums for some songs. So i've gotta go get my drumming brushed up again.

And oh yes... Slingshot gig video will be out soon. Once it's done, you guys can see it. Alright people i'm off to bed. So long bitches! ROAR!

I can't find the words to say good bye.

Can’t say I don’t love her
Still I can’t pretend
That my heart is torn just knowing that I’m losing my bestfriend
If it’s easier said and done
Then someone tell me why
Though I try,
I can’t find the words to say goodbye

I could tell her that I’m sorry
Hope she’ll understand
She will have to do with someone else
All that we have planned
I’d rather her hear the truth
Than hurt her with a lie
So I tried,
But I can’t find the words to say goodbye

Now I know
I have to go
There’s no other way
But goodbye is not what I can bring myself to say...

If I told her see you later
Then I might be wrong
’cause this voice inside is driving me
To find where I belong
I know I must leave her now but everytime I try,
Don’t know why,
Ibut I can’t find the words to say goodbye...
Don’t know why,
I can’t find the words to say goodbye....

This is the song i've been playing for the past hours. Absolutely love it cos it means lots to me.





To grandpa. I hope you can forgive me for not visiting you as often as you wished i could. I'm really sorry. I still love you.